Pretty Pink Gem

Somebody told me today that me and my ex are a “perfect couple” and that we were...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 02:08:05 -0400

Somebody told me today that me and my ex are a “perfect couple” and that we were “made for eachother” ….. 😭

fuck you. fuck you.fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you for making me feel this way....

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 04:24:37 -0400

fuck you. fuck you.fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you for making me feel this way. fuck you.

the man i love with my whole body. the man i stuck with through six months to make sure he was gonna...

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 01:25:16 -0400

the man i love with my whole body. the man i stuck with through six months to make sure he was gonna be okay, through anything and everything he put himself through, told me he didnt love me the way he used to anymore.

That fucking hurt like hell.

and so of course i broke up with him. And i’ve been so fine with it for the last two weeks. And today i had like the best day since everything happened, and of course i come into my room and randomly break down so bad.

I’m falling apart.

theres noone to talk to because everyone is sleeping.

and i just need to get out my love for this man.

he seriously did nothing to deserve my love.

Well he did, sometimes, but not enough for how much i love him.

And he seems so fine. I just wanna know he’s falling apart the way i am.

I dream about him every night, but i’m trying so hard to stay strong.

For my own heart, i’m trying so hard to stay away from him.
Because idk if i can handle him tearing me apart this way again.

i’ve taken so many chances with him, praying things between us would get better, not worse, and he just doesnt fucking love me.

how do you spend three years with a person and then all of a sudden push them away and tell them you dont love them the same anymore?!

and not break it off?!?!?!!?

sometimes i wonder if i wouldnt have brought it up if he would have just kept going through the days like everything was okay, like he did love me.

i just dont even wanna move. i just

fuck.

idk.

i miss this man.

and i’m doing everything i can right now not to text or call him.

i’m staying strong, because i know i deserve someone who will put as much effort into a relationship as i will. i know i’ll be happy someday that i stayed strong and didnt run back to the man who has broken my heart more than once. because most days without him, i am happy

i’m just so emotional tonight and it’s just killing me.

i needed to get this out. sorry.

I want this room!!! 😍😍💗💗💗💗💜💜💜💜❤❤❤❤ #hellokitty #obsession

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 16:00:00 -0500

I want this room!!! 😍😍💗💗💗💗💜💜💜💜❤❤❤❤ #hellokitty #obsession

#picofapic #babyme 👶

Wed, 23 Jan 2013 20:26:03 -0500

#picofapic #babyme 👶

👍👍👍 I’ve had this for like 3 years. I never give...

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 17:42:35 -0500

👍👍👍 I’ve had this for like 3 years. I never give people’s clothes back 😸

Being the first one out in monopoly and just being banker...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 02:16:03 -0500

Being the first one out in monopoly and just being banker «« 😩

Never turn down #freefood haha. So excited for dinner (((:

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 15:56:24 -0500

Never turn down #freefood haha. So excited for dinner (((:

#dearflu kiss my ass 😗

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 21:42:58 -0500

#dearflu kiss my ass 😗

#breakfast for #dinner #mymomrocks #bestmomaward

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 18:11:02 -0500

#breakfast for #dinner #mymomrocks #bestmomaward

I love this man with my whole heart #grandpa #love

Tue, 25 Dec 2012 19:57:41 -0500

I love this man with my whole heart #grandpa #love

i dont know what to do

Thu, 13 Dec 2012 13:36:42 -0500

I feel so alone

Thu, 13 Dec 2012 13:35:29 -0500

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Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:24:40 -0500

My thoughts every week day

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:23:07 -0500

me: Oh god it's time to get up.
me: ugh clothing
me: Ugh makeup
me: Ugh hair
me: oh well it's too late to eat breakfast.
me: oh god I hate this place
me: no I don't like you leave me alone
me: Oh your boyfriend broke up with you? Please tell me more about how emotionaly unstable you are.
me: DON'T STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAMN HALLWAY YOU PEASANTS
me: Nice ass
me: the fuck you lookin at?
me: I wonder what would happen if I pushed this kid down the stairs.
me: Please just shut up
me:ugh bus
me: YES HOME
me: YES INTERNET
me: YES BED

Photo

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:20:22 -0500

2012 hahahahhaa

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:19:58 -0500

2012

hahahahhaa

pleatedjeans: birthday milestones

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:16:38 -0500

pleatedjeans:

birthday milestones

vogue-vita: …

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:15:18 -0500

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lightnang: Ghost bikes- A ghost bike or ghostcycle is a bicycle...

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 14:14:27 -0500

lightnang:

Ghost bikes-
A ghost bike or ghostcycle is a bicycle set up as a roadside memorial in a place where a cyclist has been killed or severely injured.